I apologize to everyone who understood what this site was really about...a good and honest raising of energy...but I have had to remove this site for the following reasons...

 

My ex-husband, LTC Michael Dillingham, is still in love with me and continues to torment my life. He can't move on and is hell bent on making my life miserable. He is putting alot of negative energy towards me and my endeavors to extend the Spiritual goodness of all that's out there.

He cheated on me, lied to me, and was a terrible alcoholic. All of which broke up our marriage and hurt our kids. I picked up the pieces and moved on, began my life again and found it rewarding helping others build and understand energy. He is a destroyer and has brought this web page to an end.

My family, for whatever reason, has seen fit to join him in this cause including my parents and my sister and her husband...Lester and Anna Weaver, Cody and Rachel Manus. I only make this public so that my supporters will see the real cause and that I didn't just desert them.

Thank you to all that cared. Please send good energy that all this will end.

P.S.

So, I have been asked by some, why would my family betray me and disrespect me so much as to seemingly support my ex-husband if he's that bad? The reasons I'm going to share have never been shared before. I believed in my family and never wanted to hurt them. Once things became so difficult, telling the truth seemed purposeless. No one at the time would believe me or even wanted to listen. However, things have changed and there are those that care now. Here it is...

When I was going through my divorce, I was living in my parent's home. All I had was a computer, a suitcase, and my two kids and they helped me for six months...get a house, a job, etc. During that time, my sister's husband made several 'advances' on me. I loved my sister and I refused him every, every time. When I met my now current husband and proclaimed that I had met someone wonderful who I thought was my soul mate, things got very, very ugly. My sister's husband began rumors that it was I who made advances on him, that I had cheated on my ex-husband, that I was a whore and a Jezebel. I emphatically denied it. Both he and my sister were very close to my parents before I moved back, so guess who my family believed? Certainly not the 'loose and taudry divorcee.' As a result of my always doing the right thing for the right reason, I am now without a family. Even worse, a family that won't except me or my husband but will embrace the lying, cheating, alcoholic man who caused it all.

I haven't talked to any of them in several years. But, once I was aware that my ex and my family knew about my energy work and this site, and because they are so, in my opinion, vengeful, judgemental, and condescending, I have removed everything. I do not want their intentions damaging the good work that's been done. So, I will return my prayer and meditation back to private and personal. I wish all of you peace. Namaste.